this dot mylife

I am a few years older than I was 5 years ago. But these past few years have been remarkable. I have experienced so much these past years than I have in all of the years before a few years ago, 'nd boy! what a ride!

This.life (thisdotlife)

This.mylife ... has truly been something! Right now all I can say in one word is 'wow'!!!

You just do not know about stuff. If you told me a few years ago, I'd do some things the way I do now, I'd laugh in your face.

The way things are

The way things can be

The way things have been

You just never know ...

I kinda like the new me. I am a lot more tolerant, a lot more patient, a lot more understanding ... you know, generally a lot more of these 'nice' things.

Steve says if I was any more of 'these' above, there would be no words to describe me. Steve says he would not describe me as nice but not as not nice either.

It's 1:00 am and I am driving to get some coffee. My roof is down, windows too ... I want some air. Never wanted so much air and I can't get enough. I had hung out all day with Steve and talked and talked and laughed and laughed. You never get tired or bored talking to Steve or hanging out with Steve. He is so funny. He should be packaged, patented, marketed and sold for money. I tell him this all the time and he just gives me 'that' look.

Had this convo with Steve earlier and he gave me 'the' look. :)

"Am I nice Steve?"

"Dunno"

"Am I nasty?"

"Dunno"

"STEVE!!"

"OK, you not nasty and you are not not nice either. Just don't know what you are. You wanna know what I know for sure?"

"What Steve?"

"That I love you"

"STEVEEEE!! Stop. This is not about love"

"uhm!"  ... "this is why you get the 'dunno' answers" "Enough with the questions, ok. Lets just pretend like we always do that you do not know these things... that you do not know how I feel or what I feel"

"Where you guys playing tonite?"

"It's Monday Tash and we never play Mondays. Nice try though"

I smile at Steve and we talk about music and the band and the girl he met a few days ago while he was out of town playing. Very interesting person.